death

So a really good friend of mine passed away recently as in last monday i think it was. He was only 17, and an amazing person he could always make you laugh and i miss his smile so much.. he made a dumb choice and in return it took his life.. i just want to say that i know there is a God and im at lost for the reason why you take such a good people from this world he was only 17!! he hadnt had a chance to live yet... even though that is all he did was "live my life to the fullest" his words and i just freakin miss him so much.. i cried so hard at the funeral and i didnt even reconigze the boy layin in that casket it didnt look like the kid i kissed this past snow storm or the friend i hung out with and he got his foot stuck in a fake bulls butt i miss him and i am mad at him for doing what he did and making the choices he did.. well i just had to leave a good tribut about this amazing person which doesnt even do him justice.. to how absolutly amazing he was goodbye mark i miss you and i .. love you.. R.I.P

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so last friday my school had our homecoming and i was selected princess out of my class which even though i thought it was amazing, i was totally pointless to buy a $260.00 dollar dress to wear for an hour.. but i loved ever moment of it.. i'll post some pictures when i get them on here but for now the twin baby boys are keeping what free time i have busy. everything nowadays is so busy i bearly have time to breath it feels like.