no voice to speakk...

i've no voice to speak with juss a silent mummer in the wind the thoughts and dreams die on my lips and i see my heart fall as it slips.. i no longer know left from right nor do i know if i shall sleep tonight.. i'll lie awake and think of you until my visions are subdued by the silent dreams that haunt me.. when the rising sun awakens me i hear the same sad slow beat the beat of my heart as it echos me. slow and sad.... slow and sad.. when i stagger to the edge of the desk i feel the deep presure growing in my chest.. im sorry for what i've done. the saddnes in me has finally won.